wondering

you ever sit around and smoke massive amounts drugs and listen to music. you wonder what is going on in your world.

i like reading books, gardening, and listening to elton john. i think i might be a homo. its kinda scary.

you ever wonder what you were meant to do in life? like do you have a dream. something big you want to do. something you want to achieve.

after MJ died i was pretty sad. i loved that guy. i don't care how fucked up he was. he was an artist. a true person. it didn't matter how much money he had. he lived. it was freaking awesome

i watched tv and americas got talent. i didn't see much talent. i was not impressed.

i watched some wedding show and i thought love it a beautiful thing. when two people go out and stand each other for 10 years and then get married you have to think something special is going on. would i ever want to get married? a resounding hells no. why would i ever want to do something like that.

things i'm working on. my gardening. i got this thing called can-o-worms and i'm going to grow a worm farm... i'll finish this later